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Caught in a FAB Romance (@TheLoveJunkee)

Introvert, Worrier, Owner of the blog "Caught in a FAB Romance", and resident Romance Guru on Parajunkee's View. I've been blogging about books for four years - if it's got romance in it, I'll read it! You can also find me on twitter, tweeting about books, my family, and sometimes, The Saints: @TheLoveJunkee Find me on Instagram:Instagram

If I Tell

If I Tell - Janet Gurtler If I Tell is the story of Jaz Evans, a young, biracial girl who catches her mother's boyfriend, Simon, kissing Jaz's best friend, Lacey. Jaz has convinced herself to tell her mother what she saw, then her mother suddenly announces she's pregnant. Jaz is torn between telling her mother and keeping the secret. She's devastated that Simon, someone she looked up to and trusted, could betray her mother, and, in a round-about way, he betrayed Jaz too. So now she's lost Simon and her best friend, and she's angry and hurt. While she's trying to work through it, there's a new guy, Jackson, hanging around, and Jaz thinks she could like him, but he's bad news, so she really should stay away from him. But she can't. And between Jackson and her new friend, Ashley, Jaz finds that life is full of surprises, some good and some not so good, but it is the choices you make that ultimately determine who you are.My thoughts:While If I Tell starts off with a secret, it ultimately spirals into so much more. In only 244 pages, it touches on several difficult subjects: race, teenage drinking, pregnancy, betrayal, homosexuality, depression, rape, and "second generation parenting". The problems that teenagers face today are realistically portrayed, and the actions of the characters are not cookie-cutter solutions where everyone gets along and goes home happy. While at times I was frustrated with Jaz and felt like she was feeling sorry for herself, I thought to myself, "What teenager doesn't, really?" Add to that her mother left her for her grandparents to raise and is now having another baby, she doesn't feel like she fits with either the black or white community, and the two people she confides in have betrayed her. Who wouldn't be feeling sorry for themselves?The secondary characters were varied and interesting and each character had their own story to add to the reader's perception of all the things going on in Jaz's head.If I Tell was a wonderfully written journey of self-discovery: for Jaz to realize she does have a place where she fits in, to understand what you see isn't always what you get, and to know that it's okay to ask for help.